New Year's part 2

Hello guys,

First off, Happy New Years! Indeed, I believe that we must rejoice and look forward to what lies ahead. We do still believe in ourselves, don't we?

Last night was fun, yet incomplete without Robin. I slipped up a bit at first, but by the end, I was able to get back to her and tell her I love her.

I was at a loud party* in Brooklyn when the ball dropped, so I was only communicating by text. After getting raided and kicked out by the cops around 1, I went on the subway back to Manhattan and walked a few blocks before settling somewhere warm and quiet enough to talk. It was at this diner that a massive influx of text messages that I had missed started coming in. I tried to call Robin, but she would not talk to me. I had apologized, trying to explain that I had no clue she was so upset. I was in the subway for a while, and being underground, I didn't have any service - no calls, no text. I had intended on calling her when I was back on the surface world. While I had to hear my mahal crying on the phone one of the times she picked up, I would get more and more text messages that were sent probably an hour or so ago. They got more and more depressing as they went on. It hurt to continue reading. I really felt like a douchebag, but I had no intention of ignoring her.

Then I read her blog post. And whoa... O. M. G. Sheeeee-at, now a bigger douchebag. This miscommunication has really screwed me up! She thinks I was doing this and that, but really I was just being awkward and cross-faded, dancing with myself with a pink mask on (picture soon), hah. Truth is, I thought about Robin very much while I was at that party. For the entire time I was there, I only wished to dance with her, and it never crossed my mind to do something that would upset her. So then, it was time to explain myself! Text after text, I went on apologizing and defending myself from the storm while reminding her of our genuine love that I swear to uphold. The battle was long, but love pulled through in the end. Mahal kita, Robin.

I was so glad that she had eventually called me and we got to talk before going to bed, where our thoughts might get the best of us. We realized that this time apart has been driving us crazy, and we miss each other incredibly. We need to plan some sort of secret rendezvous or someone's going to explode. Anyways, hopefully I do get to see (in RL) Robin before she leaves for Hawaii on Friday. Oh oh, I got to gchat with Robin and Ria today . I had to tell the little one that I thought Robin was prettier, something which she thought was debatable, lol. I stand by my lady forever though, the one and only apple of my eye.

One more thing: Thank you, God. Continue to bless and protect me and everyone I love as we begin yet another orbit around the sun.



*btw, Courtney and Emily never met up at said party. They missed out though.